love makes the world go round..

does it? more like make my head go round..and that is even if it is love. don't know where to begin. why do guys who already have someone, wants someone else? well some girls do that too. so why do they do that? Is it because we didn't get who we wanted? but why are we with them in the first place if we never wanted them? Or is it because we were scared that we won't get who we want because we didn't give him what he wanted. or her..based on if you're a guy or girl reading this.

these past week or so have been heart breaking. despite meeting new awesome people. but people are people. and we are just humans. i get the feeling now..of not getting what you wanted but technically it is what you wished for. so be careful of what you wish for coz you just might get it. T_T so i should be thankful to God..for answering my prayers. why is there still a "but.."??

finally a single person..but why now? why God, why now? if i asked for You to open my heart for him, would You? even if i didnt mean it..T_T

I'm just a girl..who wants pure appreciation of herself..for who she is..and who she will become..is that too much to ask for?

God help me..