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Autumn, Day 3

hi! first thing's first: I know you so laughed at the title coz I give titles as if Malaysia actually has 4 seasons. and if you didn't laugh then, you wudda laughed at that statement. LOL okay now I look silly coz I'm smiling and--okay I lost my thought--there's this super annoying noise..like what is that? It's coming from my laptop, is some bug getting seriously fried in it or something? LOL sounds like it. --not cool--

anywho, second of all: I have 9 followers?! =] you bet I'm freakin smiling. =] thank you! and those are only the listed ones--i suppose-- hee..=]

next...what the hell happened in 2 months? like -literally- I have no idea where to start. well for one thing i definitely do not remember what were the 3 things that happened that was super awesome (from the last post) LOL.

okay so lets see..i dont think anything else happened in June..or was that July. *kinda regretting starting this post* oh! not to mention i have like a bagazillion things to be done at least by this coming Monday, and YES I managed to find the time to write this post. --well you're reading it =]-- thank you.

I guess this wont go so archived --as planned-- since I dont remember what the heck happened in June and July. So yeah, hmm..well all of 2π's babies DID turn out to be all female! lol hmm one of them died, she was supposed to be "mine"..her name was Mot..coz she was "coMOT" lol. so cute. Mot's death was kinda expected which made it more sad..she was all gloomy and stuff and we had to leave to go somewhere, and as much as it was expected, I didn't want to believe it. But I was the one who found her cute little body..T_T but then Yong and Ariff and Ayah buried her. And then there was 2. so we named the other 2 Frutti and Tutti. So with their "last names" it will be "Frutti π" and "Tutti π" lol. Tutti is very cuddly and quiet, yet very playful! Frutti kept on going on the weighing machine and not so cuddly. but she's still cute and playful. and she meows a lot. They are away now, gonna pick them up from the boarding place later today, coz it's Eid! --Happy Eid!!-- lol yeah we went back to Nenek's and Tokmok's..so we couldnt leave the babies and 2π just like that for about 4 days. Oh yeah, Bopee got in a fight with Dopeet..Dopeet like literally took a bite out of Bopee's arm..so Bopee's recovering now. It's not as bad as I just described it.Well, not anymore. Iono what is up with Dopeet but he seriously got issues with Bopee. Manja is just licking everyone. LOL. so yeah..that's that..

I think later, in the early days of July, I had to take care of some Kazakh students. They were on some "edu-visit" to UniKL MIIT. That was a great deal of 2 weeks! I told myself not to get attached but as everyone knows, I always do. Got into some trouble too..i rather not recall..coz it wasn't even my fault. I know that sounded childish but if you were me, you wouldn't be able to live with it either.

Yeah..so then August came--which was also the month of Ramadhan-- Classes started for like a week and then we had to change the schedule's time for fasting month. It was good though. but it was definitely THE longest first week of "school"..like..EVER. had to decide what to take and stuff to lighten my burden for the final year project which was after the industrial training. Oh! that's another thing, the internship..oh man..I feel like the most screwed up chick ever. *excuse the expression* (lol yeah, i totally just got that from a movie. lol well, excuse me for thinking my life was a movie for a second there--a girl can dream-- haha

okay i'm baffled by the thought of "why the heck is the word "movie" underlined with red squigglies?" whatever. So yeah, school started and then a month passed..the same thing kept on repeating, I wouldn't want to brag but yes I am too nice to turn some people down. here, i meant it as for assignments. lol. well Najlaa and I suffered through our first presentation together, not to mention the seemingly cool "Chef Wan"-double- but a total drill sergeant as a mandarin lecturer..but at least he didn't give any "homework" for the holidays. So about group assignments, I really don't know if it is me or people or whatever. well, i definitely feel used. damn free loaders. whatever. It's tough but at least I have Najlaa by my side this semester..T_T I can't bare the thought of having to do one more year after the internship without Najlaa. =[ I'm barely surviving now. yes i know i survived last semester without her..but really..hmm..

So, the fasting month..it took my like 3 weeks --I think-- until I finally said the "R" word..I mean, Ramadhan. It's just so funny. Well that's an inside thing I guess. Oh yeah, doing some work for some Raya event coming this 16th September. Aqmal is the event manager. He...has taught me A LOT..since..May..or was it April..lol whatever..1 thing that is really different, something that he induced in my personality is being organized. like I've always imagined the inside of my head was like Spongebob's in the episode where Squidward told him to delete everything but how to be the most awesome waiter..well if you have never watched that, it's just like hundreds of me running aorund in my head organizing files and stuff like in an office. Only, the old me was so not organized "up there". And well, Aqmal taught me to be more organized up there and I don't think he knows it.Other than that, he increased my patience level. like I'm already a patient person --lol so much for being modest! hehe-- but he made me more patient. aww man, I was gonna make this whole other post about the people I've met and what they have taught me. coz this one is getting pretty long..yeah, think imma just end it here..

well, the painting that caught my eyes was this one..

Lily of the Valley by Rachel Anderson

I was doing some light reading on flowers and their meanings. It's quite interesting. And I found that my favorite would be Lilies..specifically Lily of the Valley. I like it A LOT mainly because it symbolizes sweetness and coz it is white, it symbolizes the purity of the heart. and I just felt connected to it like, that's--IT-- you know? The article or website I read mentioned that generally lilies symbolizes purity and "refined beauty"..Iono how to explain it, I just feel like..yeah, that's the flower for me. I'm not saying I'm some kind of saint or whatever, but the thing that I am sure of is that, that is how I wanna feel and that is how I feel when I look at it. I've never came across it in real life though. That would be SUPER AWESOME. so yeah, glad to have that..sharing moment there..you should go find your flower. =]

xoxo

summer : day 3

Damn. things have a knack of being cancelled this week. sucks! but i stayed positive..and good things did happen. =] yeay! and results are out! hmm I'm grateful for what i received except for one subject. but I aint gonna say it in public. =] Whatever..that "lecturer" didn't even teach anything. Whatever..so now..it's LEVEL UP! 5th semester! harder, faster, better, stronger! haha..so of two things..maybe 3 things that sucked happened...3 other good things happened. so i'm all good. =] yeay! so i guess it is true what i read earlier today.."Happiness is not doing the things that you like, but liking the things that you do." =]

Hands of Happiness by Unknown photographer

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xoxo

day 2.5..well..almost 3..

Crescendo I by Unknown

well a friend told me just now..

"relaks je dunia bagai kan roda jgn terlalu mgharap dan bersangka buruk tp ralways bersyukur dan tawakal serta usaha y berterusan....hehehe"-anonymous friend ♥

in english..it's saying this world/life is like a big wheel. We can't get our hopes up too high or think too negatively about something/someone. Instead, we should be grateful with what we have and trust in God..but don't forget to make an effort that is never ending.

So, it's like, yeah everything is written down and all planned for us by God..but that doesn't mean we should stop living our lives or stop to make an effort to make two ends meet. There is a consequence to everything. So I guess I believe that everything happens for a reason. It's just, I have to remind myself that the reason might not show right now, sometimes we have to live to find the reason. So..live..

xoxo

summer : day 2

sadly, the PD trip was cancelled at the last minute. T_T i even made more "Cake Batik"..LOL..oh well..still gonna go see Nina tomorrow and return Syirah's jacket as well. =] Hmm update on the babies...? Err..they still look the same, LOL only they move more now..they keep on stepping on each other..it's just so cute. and 2π was cool about taking pics I guess..

LOL always milking but the orange-ish one was sleeping lol. I thot it died..so I gave it a little poke. LOL then it woke up. apparently everybody already decided on the names of the 3 babies..they are named after the three stooges. LOL it'd be funny if one or all of it turn out to be female cats! ahaha..that's it for now..not in the mood for blogging. need to find a job. like seriously..

xoxo

new born kitties welcomes June~♥

welcome June! ♥

2π (two-pie) just gave birth to 3 new baby kitties! OMG! They are soooooooo cute!! Most of them are black..so I was like "Ma, are you sure this is the other cat's babies and not 2π's and Dopeet's???LOL coz you see..the only male cat who is not circumcised is Dopeet..so..that definitely makes him the PRIME suspect. haha. well truthfully, I was in denial of 2π being preggies wit babies in her tummy...until just now..I SEE the BABY KITTIES and OMG..THEY ARE SOOOOOOO CUTE! -LOL I know, i can just write that in this whole post! haha here are some of their pics but 2π always wanted to get in the way. lol. Very protective "mother" she is. LOL but mama has a different idea. She said 2π was trying to tell us all of her stories about giving birth and all. I don't know..I guess we'll never know..well, at least maybe until Judgement day..=]

2π and her babies! She was milking them..maybe that's why she was all noisy about me taking pics. lol.Anywho...AREN'T THEY THE CUTEST LITTLE THINGS EVAH!!!!

LOL awh..well imma have to post this before the clock strikes at the first second of 12AM! coz then it would be June 2nd..that would not be cool. LOL err..i think i had something else to say but i forgot..oh! how beautiful the summer is? hahaha it's summer everyday in Malaysia! But i just LOVE the sun! I know..it kinda sucks when I get sunburned..but..it beats looking like Edward Cullen from time to time! ahahaha!

AHA! today's menu! hmm had last night's Fettuccine Alfredo leftover for lunch..(more like breakfast coz i woke up late. well i woke up at 7am then went back to sleep. at 7, i woke up too abruptly..wonder what i dreamt. LOL.) so yeah..Fell asleep again and then went to check on 2π and her babies after like JUST finding out she gave birth. LOL. hmm then for dinner...made some awesome onion rings! Ayah saw it on the food channel and he asked to make it. Didnt get a picture of it. It was actually pretty good. LOL *points for being modest! (NOT!) haha

Well..everything is tip top awesome now..well maybe not tip top awesome but I'm grateful for it..it's pretty tip top awesome for me. =] Ooh! gonna go to PD tomorrow..I ♥ THE BEACH! So...get ready for some pics from the beach! oh yeah! haha..oh yeah...I made more "Cake Batik"! Much better with Ariff's assistance in finding the sugar and a tupperware. =] Gonna bring some tomorrow and have Raz's Takoyaki! OMG IT IS GONNA ROCK TOMORROW! ahaha..hmm..yeah and made a lil one for Friday...gonna meet Nina! havent seen her in like..AGES! seriously..yeay! So much to talk about! So little time! =]

Summer by Jules Breton

The arrival of summer..but I'm happy..(I sound like a person in denial..I know..but really..I TRULY AM HAPPY) =]♥

xoxo

how to spread happiness..LOL

LOL

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